Strings

Lately, things just went as smooth as fine silk here for me. School couldn't be any better than present moment. Sincerely, i enjoyed it very much and my decision was correct.We have been very crazy in every classes we attended by laughing at nonsense and lame jokes. In the end, i totally have no idea what or why am i laughing about or at. I must be outta my mind all this time.


You,

Changed a lot of things. What have you done?
It's gonna be a secret that only She knows about.


I kept forgetting bout what am i gonna post. And yea, i got nothing but craps.
Enjoy your nights yo, strangers.

This is what you gonna get while blogging at late night

Labels: sugar sugar.

What did you see?

While driving home from the hospital, the view from inside of the car through the window peering out . It seem dark, with the velocity of the car , everything just flashed through so fast. And what the heck flashed through my brain? It is a secret that shouldn't be told.

Life is hectic but i'm enjoying it . Never felt so true to myself before. It may come once in a life time and i got'it!

Obsessed.

Labels: Totally jammed.

I'm thinking of six and nine.

My style, Why bother to change the things that are impossible to be change? Time , environment , physical , mentally blockage may change a person for the better or worst. Personality is something you can't change. It might be twisted for the better cause. But try to stand in my shoe and think 'bout it.

Done with the bullshit i've been through lately these few days. Now, let's share 'bout the interesting stuff i've been through lately. First , i can defend myself from any harm. trust me, you won't wanna step on MY TAIL. BANGS! one warning is all i can give you . Next thing is i will throw everything onto your face ten times more than you did.

Desire, that can be good or bad. But i'm in the middle. Apple and cinnamon, the chemistry is pure and good. But will it be too good to last? I maybe thinking too much here.

I have this beautiful experience and still experiencing it. But sometimes it just doesn't go on as planned. We started off so simple and straight forward. Sincerely hoping that it will last as long as i love YOU.

I can't believe that i would be so madly into you. You seriously had put a spell on Karlyn. You have no idea about it at all, only she knows 'bout it 'cause she feels it. If concern can be count, then numbers is beyond limit for it. It's infinity on you, baby boy. She just cares too much 'bout you , but do you know anything about it? Hah, pathetic me. You said that no one knows the real you, what is the difference between me and you? At this point , we shared the same point. I've never really open the door to anyone yet. Just like my friend said , insecurity. The fuck with it, i've tried to throw it aside since i knew bout it.

Recovery. You are the guy you are, never change any of your personality for no one except the person worth changing for. Karlyn's theory , bite me if i'm wrong.

The one i'm worried for, speedy recovery to you , baby.

Work, i have give my best into it. Never expect any good result, i just don't want to regret on my AS , that 's all. And mark my words, i still have the respect for you.



Never knew it could be that deep, i'm sinking into it more everyday. You are missed, Akshon.

Labels: SHE ♥

And never moving forward so there'd never be a past.

Everything just rushed into my head again , AGAIN AND AGAIN. Wound so deep , that they would never show or never go away. Like pictures moving , years and years they've played. Sounds pathetic , and yeah. You would not be able to touch or even see that side of Her. You may start to ask why? She does not know how to answer your question.

Pretending that i don't feel misplaced. Sometimes, something , somehow , it just happened like so. You cannot control it from happening but i tried to control things from happening which make me dive deep into a difficult situation. Ironically , i started the difficult situation first and i have to pull myself away from it.

As i said, it maybe easier to run from facing all those words , facts , situation and sarcasm. " If I could change I would take back the pain I would , Retrace every wrong move that I made I would" "IF" the word sounds so unreal. 'IF' things just don't happen, then there will be no regrets , past , darkness. If i try my best at that particular moment , i won't be typing this post right here , right now. Should i regret 'bout it? I 'm not gonna regret for making this decision. My life , i call the shots.

It's a new start for me, and an ugly end for my results. I would stand up and take all the blame. Take all the shame into my grave. People with their words, sarcasms. You have no idea what it will bring towards me. There is a saying that silence is greater than words, action is louder than words. I have faced silence. Silence might kill my bright side indirectly , but actions are what i have to pay it back with.

Replacing this pain with something numb. And I have found the solution.

Labels: she is hurt

L Y N

Recognition. Can you even recognize me? It's an unsolvable mystery.


Somehow , it's not solid enough. I can feel the base shaking. Ah shit. I ain't feeling well today. I can post lots of emotional words right now. It's been a while since i have this kinda of things rushing into my lil pathetic mind. (:

If it is possible, i won't wanna let go of anything i have now. Please kill me if you do so. *BANGS* This is freakin-lish emotional. SHE IS CRAZY ENOUGH TO DO SO.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH. MC day for a crazy chick will really shake your world, turn your world upside down , flip your world inside out. Please stay away from her except FOR THE ONE SHE NEEDS AND WANTS. Saw my uncles , cousin and my lovely aunt at some restaurant , on the way for dinner , i saw my BRAther , ready for THE NIGHT! *If you know what i mean by that ! *

Karlyn founds out that she lose a bet to Nobody.

Labels: SHE ♥

You there! Looky here! Guess what?

BANGS! Everything is too smooth. There is an illusion, everything seem so unreal.

Reality, am i in that zone or i'm just floating away from it? Baby boy, you are god damn unusual, what have you done to Karlyn?

I maybe the second generation of my BRAther. So seriously fallen into you.

Indescribable feelings.EXCITED yo yet NERVOUS.

Here, it's an equation excited + nervous = Crazy Karlyn

That is You're officially Mine.

Labels: she is crazy

Decided.

Let's have a talk. First thing first , i ain't having lots of confidence. I don't know why exactly. Maybe i'm from Mars and You're from earth. I ain't a pretty nor cute chick comparing. Though , comparing ain't good. But, What did You see in me?

It may be my personality , it may be my attitude. I'm a hard ass kicking with a lil attitude problem girl yo. Are you being sure here?

Hah! You ain't a human,You're so unusual, only an angel can be so unusual.

She is for sure falling for You.



Karlyn is messed.

Labels: she is crazy

& I 'm who she is. Okay,i admit i'm a girl with attitude,maybe a lil too straight forward,prone to accidents,tend to trip lots while walking.Which makes me a weird type of girl. BANGS!

Crave for more information?
Well, age is something which is off limit in her world. Enjoying life, so who cares bout' how long have you lived on Earth? Definitely a girl with short hair and it is a miracle that i would be having long hair. I'm those edgy kinda girl yet so hyperactive. Sometimes, she is just out of control. I have some serious yet funny thinking going on in my lil' mind. Would you like to join me in my lil mind? If so, just sit back and enjoy. Before ,she leaves her information here.One thing fo'sho,she is insanely in ♥ with JJ aka Akshon.

To be continue.