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It's been a while. Very much alive here. So Don't worry about me.

Life is at it's peak point for me now. 1 freaking month on the calendar before the explosion begins. It will be lighting up every corner of my life. Spice things up. Well, i blog to seek for that temporarily motivation which i 'm lacking off right now , right here!

You can't believe that i m not yet prepare for my finals. And i'm here nagging about motivations, Am i nuts?

Probably i am. STAY AWAY! IT'S CONTAGIOUS!

If i don't study right now , i might just live with my regrets for the rest of my life.

AND I DON'T WANT THAT.

Labels: BULLSHITS

习惯了有你的生活
两个人一起渡过
但幸福似乎难天长地久
我们忘了自我要求
爱不爱来回穿梭
徘徊了很久走不到最後
少一点爱情多一点自由
过去一切不要回头
何必再追究着谁对谁错
重新抓住自己的节奏
不要 挽留
只要 洒脱
梦里的你清晰依旧
醒来时少了什么
突然才发现只剩下一个我
或许有点不知所措
让解脱取代承诺
失去了彼此却能找回自我
少一点爱情多一点自由
过去一切不要回头
何必再追究着谁对谁错
重新抓住自己的节奏
不要 挽留
只要 洒脱
有点感伤却不寂寞
旧的回忆新的出口
未来方向由自己掌握
少一点爱情多一点自由
过去一切不要回头
何必再追究着谁对谁错
重新抓住我的节奏
少一点爱情多一点自由
过去一切不要回头
何必再追究着谁对谁错
重新抓住自己的节奏
不要 挽留
只要 洒脱

Lyrical mind.

Hell yea , this is the song to express my mind right now in the right time, right situation. For me only.

Well, busy busy busy for examination examination examination!!

I wish to put a bullet through the hearts of those papers! AHHHHHHHHHH!

Labels: BULLSHITS

Fatigue

Drug abuse. I done that before, to be alert and all sorts of nonsense excuses. When i'm stressed up , i tend to do things that i might regret after that. Well, mostly , i live with my decisions which i'm good at it.

Finished talking to one of my sister. Shin , she is a cool girl when i got to know her by pulling her arms and yelling i wanna go for toilet. She just simply thinks i'm a crazy girl.Well, i'm! And we are glad that we got to know each other by my crazyness.

Time flies.

It's like five years ago , we are still teenagers and now we have to decide for our future.

A hard decision to make and i will make sure i live with my decision til the end same like i always do.

Labels: BULLSHITS

LATELY

Exams have occupied every little space in my mind and my brain cells. It can be very deadly yet fun. Fun to have stress , to know how to defend for your future. Weeks after weeks. Months after months and finally seconds after seconds. I'm almost there, there at the finishing line of my high school career.

You have no idea.

It's been a while since i write. Oh well, Strange and happy happenings. Strange is that i kinda put things down to where it belongs and go with my life. No longer bearing them as a burden but a memory of my past. Which is histories, i made histories with every seconds i'm living .

Hold it tight.

I don't wish to give up on my future. I'm starting to catch meaningful part of the lyrics from songs. Meaningful as motivations for me to move on. Well Well, i got lots to share , so little to type . Undescribeable , if you know what i mean. That feeling is so ... @!#!@#$#@%.

Done watching "Rainbow Song" . Indeed a great movie. Japanese movie tend to have this magical attraction to the audiences. The movie is real and sometimes you might just think that it would happen on you and in your life. Reality , that touches the inner side of your heart. Making you having a desire that is so strong for something. Which is again , undescribeable.

"Don't Gimme Bullshit, That Is The Last Thing On My Mind"

Labels: BULLSHITS

Is the Air I Breathe.

Believe in Fate or destiny i would day?

Ahh well, let's share some opinion on it. Fate, define it. For me , fate or destiny, somehow made who i am right now. And it can decide when i'm going to die or live til when. Ahhh, when you say it all under your control, that would be so dilemma.

I need my own motivation , my own space , my own freaking room , my own time , my own universe. I need myself back.

No drugs , no alcohol, no smoke, nothing but books.

Do i know where my heart is?

I know where is my mind located, not my heart. Somehow , somewhere . Apatheism, mentally, socially , physically.

OUCH, bang my arm on the car . How does it sound? Pain? Nah , gotta say , i kinda woke up instantly. By that moment , i realised i'm living yet breathing. All i need is the air i breathe.

It's that too much to ask for?

Goodbye Apathy.

Labels: BULLSHITS

Under the beautiful sky.

For me and only.

I should study my arse off for the up coming finals. 49 days to count down.

Passion by Hikki played. Once again, life ain't peace when i wanted it to be so. Hell, so this is LIFE huh? Wanna discuss more on it? Sometimes , you think that you are controlling your life yet sometimes , it controls you in a way you're not aware of. That is destiny. It's already being set by some high powered people up there. Where's up there? You know what i mean.

Lots to think , so little to share with.

Memory got blocked when it comes to blogging.

Labels: winter

& I 'm who she is. Okay,i admit i'm a girl with attitude,maybe a lil too straight forward,prone to accidents,tend to trip lots while walking.Which makes me a weird type of girl. BANGS!

Crave for more information?
Well, age is something which is off limit in her world. Enjoying life, so who cares bout' how long have you lived on Earth? Definitely a girl with short hair and it is a miracle that i would be having long hair. I'm those edgy kinda girl yet so hyperactive. Sometimes, she is just out of control. I have some serious yet funny thinking going on in my lil' mind. Would you like to join me in my lil mind? If so, just sit back and enjoy. Before ,she leaves her information here.One thing fo'sho,she is insanely in ♥ with JJ aka Akshon.

To be continue.