Overview
I'm Her , She's Me.
Unpredictable.
I'm Karlyn
Friday, May 30, 2008
Definitely ,way too deep than i expected.Gosh, i'm losing my mind now.
Clearly , i got emotional because i miss you .
Way too much.
Insecurity , to hell with it.
Faith , what a word.
How i wish.
Labels: sweetness ROX
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Got a lil out of track for the moment , i blame the song i'm listening for all this.Separation anxiety.
i been wondering bout : What if you left me? What will i do?
Random questions kept pop into my mind , confiscating the feelings inside.
Never ever go and download some emo pictures when you're emo. Blaaa~
There's way too much things going in my mind , Bla~
Guess, it's just emotion playing with my emotion.
I will be fine.
I like the way you acted , protective enough. And again , baby you have brighten my day and cheered me up. Thank you.
Labels: sweetness ROX
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
27/O5 - Once we got bonded , there is no turning back.Went out with my buddies. This is the first time we all 5 were actually there and it lasted for 5 hours.
I'm so happy about it. Shin picked me up with her car and Kerry and Pei were in it. So we went to Boulevard for just window shop. Shin , i gotta say , your driving skill Rocks!~ cool man. Too bad i can't drive.
Went for lunch at the food court, talked and gossip. This is our nature , you can't blame us for this. But Kerry is an exceptional because he gangs with us. Groove around in Boulevard then we decided to camwhore, actually it was Pei's idea. We went to her shop, took a hella amount of pictures.
After that , Pei said we should take pictures with 5 of us in it. As a memory for high school which this year is the last year.
We to Soda's wear. Stand in front of the mirror and started to camwhore. Gotta say , we are hella brave to do so because the workers there were like :" What the hell is going?" Ping was so shy which is not her nature.
Besides that, Me and all of them went for shoes shopping.Wanted to buy shoes but all of shoes aint my type of shoes. So, i went down and bought Chandler Baby's lip gloss. Gotta say , what a cool lip gloss. The casing is in black colour, My favourite colour.
After doing all sort of crazy stuff , we ended the day in Boulevard with take away fast food. Back in my house, we had our time of chit chat and eat. Aww, how i miss the old days. While my friends were in my room, i was being lectured by my mom. Aww well, it's not like it's the first time.
i ran along with my friends in my room, they asked me for the pictures i took with Chandler Baby. When they saw it , they went :" Aww, sweet!~" Kerry saw the guitar and Shin wanna play it.
Now i know , the time when Pei and Ping were having a fight was a trap. Gosh! still i'm so worried for you guys. Bla!~ After they left , i cleaned up my room.
My baby aint feeling that right. Worried for him for the whole night. I finished volume 1 of Mediator. BLA~
Before i went to bed , i saw a cut on my finger and i was like:" Hell, where i got this from?" After that , i stood up from my sit and wanna go for bed, i tripped on something and something poked into the thick layer skin underneath my foot. GOTTA TELL YOU , I SCREAMED!
Hell, i'm so careless.
Baby , you were in my mind for the whole day.
Labels: sweetness ROX
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Woke up and went to sleep again. Seriously , blood loss , gotta take more rest.
Went there at 1 : 30 something. Had Fun.
Beer. Cold Beers do ROCK the house.
Had some sweet time.
Settled stuff from last year. Feeling good. Got it a lil over but overall everything 's fine.
Saw and met this guy named Mizan, a talented guy who lost his girlfriend.
He performed along the narrow road in the park, me and Chandler sat beside the bench and listened to the song he play. Feeling good, soaked in sugar for that moment.
He played three pieces, a guitarist and he know how to play harmonica. COOL!~
i salute thee.
Had some beer, got a little dizzy from it. Bla~
Weather was warm, Gotta tell you--- WARM like HELL.
Akira had lots of picture , don't know whether the picture is gonna turn out nice or not. Looking forward to it.
Went to Fui's house, his room was neat, which is beyond my expectation, Good job dude.
Never knew Fui can cook. WHOA! That was so cool of him. i got the picture although you dont want to. Got Cha back!~
Got the full set of Mediator,happy about that.
Got home, done laundry , finished bathe, Andy had this urge to know about me and Chandler. Well, i was away for shower. Sorry about that.
Found a nice site for songs , mostly Korean albums and Japanese albums. You would like to visit it sometime. I will put it up on my Sitez.
i had the sweetest time ever. By the way , you looked nice in that Renoma under Tee of yours. Definitely outstanding.
I like the smell from you.
Definitely peaceful. Thank you for everything.
There's no star tonight.
Labels: get me drunk.
Friday, May 23, 2008
Gotta say , OH MY ...Holiday!~ Finally.
screaming my lungs out for that.
Soon, it's gonna be 24/5
When you ask, i was drowned with sugar.
Sweetness rocks!
Soon, the word to describe.
Labels: i m SO in sugar right now
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Salute to the clock. It is the best thing human had discovered.Some minor words have trigger the inner feelings.
Words do have potential being a lethal weapon.
You called , i smiled.
You made an effort , i appreciate and do respect it.
Micheal Jackson AKA MJ , 2008 album 7EVEN, looking forward to it.
He is a legend , songs that he sang were so real.
You're not Alone is one of my favourited song.
Not that type of girl that will go for mushy songs. So it's like a rare case i do like a mushy song.
You got all the chances you wanted and needed.
And again , i'm tired yet my mind is in hyperactive state.
Labels: i wont wanna miss it
Friday, May 16, 2008
It s been a week straight with exams, i'm tired yet i cant sleep.Things turned out beyond my expectation.
Still you hold the key to the answer.
I won't ask any question now , exam week. Not a good timing though.
5 more days.
I need some serious beer drinking now. *AHHHHHH*
A cup of milk beside me. Purrrr~
=3
*slurrp*
Gonna study for my biology , before that i made myself a phone theme. Gosh ! it's so COOL!
Not officially yet til that night , i will ask.
Being a stalker here , how lame can i be.
Kept looking at you , bla~ i need a life here , seriously. XD
God - Sends huh.
Thanks for everything, now i'm awake again , reposting. Sad, very sad.
Labels: sweet time.
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Prediction never ever worked on you. You seem special , outstanding. Totally out of my prediction.Guess this is life, i should have let my feelings flow.
Listening to songs with my heart.
Result:
Powerful feelings confiscate my mind.
I can't manipulate things that's gonna happen but i will tell the truth.
A fiendish emotion .
Try to stand beside me , to see the world like i see it.
Labels: i wont wanna miss it
1O/O5/O8
I had fun . Gathering was sweet. Met new friends , hugged my old buddies. I'm gonna miss them.
Before everything even started.
Woke up at 6:53am , couldn't continue sleep so i might as well get my ass up and online. Okay, Chandler online at approximately 7:00am. Chatted , i got dressed , done my laundry .
On my way to Ming cafe. Those uncles kept staring at me . *What!~ i know i never been so early , i'm weird okay? *Waited and i saw Chandler and my new friend Cephas . After that , others arrived. Ordered food, food tasted like plain water. Eventually , it helped on my diet. Pretty cool huh?
Walked and i don't know how to cross the street. Fine , followed them and cross it. Arrived and walked in the mall. Helped a buddy of mine picked a cute wrapping paper for mothers' day present , he reminded me of Mothers' Day.
I bought a ring. Two more to go.
12:15pm , we were in the Coffee Bean . The atmosphere was relaxing. Bought Chandler caramel latte, myself an expresso. Chit chat and had a good time , too bad they had to leave so early.Bla, went to another mall for grocery shopping. That is my first time , the picture was cute . Too bad i never did take a picture down of you.
End up in a bakery shop. Talked. I'm stubborn , sorry for the trouble caused. Chandler left ,i stayed in the shop. Nice atmosphere, relaxing. Waited for one and half hour, my mom showed up. She went to ordered two, TWO kilos of cake ,American Cho. Woah , that 's gonna kill me.
Went tuition , my BRAther never showed up with a reason " i dont have any transportation"
BRAther , you should have told me earlier. Tuition was fun and confusing , i will try my best , this i promise you , Mr Chua.
Got home and found my long lost dress. Dressed and i'm ready to go. Chandler , thanks for helping me. I appreciated it, Saw the God- Send necklace of yours , it's beautiful.
Dinner was nice but bad service. I didn't eat much for i remember my diet and drank lots of chinese tea. Saw a lot of RRSS students there.
My day ended in a good way at least this is what i think. Told my parents the feelings and everything i kept for a long time. My mom got a little bit aggressive but she just accepted it. Before leaving her room , i asked " Am i doing the wrong thing?" she said "No". I will only have you guys as parents in my life , i don't wish to regret so i might as well use the opportunity to communicate with them. My father has changed for a better cause.
Opportunities fly by while we sit regretting the chances we have lost, and the happiness that comes to us we heed not, because of the happiness that is gone. ~Jerome K. Jerome
Is it the human nature to regret ? To regret they lost the opportunity or regret for what they have lost?
Bla. I'm hungry now.
Delta 's "I'm lost without you" played.
I had fun . Gathering was sweet. Met new friends , hugged my old buddies. I'm gonna miss them.
Before everything even started.
Woke up at 6:53am , couldn't continue sleep so i might as well get my ass up and online. Okay, Chandler online at approximately 7:00am. Chatted , i got dressed , done my laundry .
On my way to Ming cafe. Those uncles kept staring at me . *What!~ i know i never been so early , i'm weird okay? *Waited and i saw Chandler and my new friend Cephas . After that , others arrived. Ordered food, food tasted like plain water. Eventually , it helped on my diet. Pretty cool huh?
Walked and i don't know how to cross the street. Fine , followed them and cross it. Arrived and walked in the mall. Helped a buddy of mine picked a cute wrapping paper for mothers' day present , he reminded me of Mothers' Day.
I bought a ring. Two more to go.
12:15pm , we were in the Coffee Bean . The atmosphere was relaxing. Bought Chandler caramel latte, myself an expresso. Chit chat and had a good time , too bad they had to leave so early.Bla, went to another mall for grocery shopping. That is my first time , the picture was cute . Too bad i never did take a picture down of you.
End up in a bakery shop. Talked. I'm stubborn , sorry for the trouble caused. Chandler left ,i stayed in the shop. Nice atmosphere, relaxing. Waited for one and half hour, my mom showed up. She went to ordered two, TWO kilos of cake ,American Cho. Woah , that 's gonna kill me.
Went tuition , my BRAther never showed up with a reason " i dont have any transportation"
BRAther , you should have told me earlier. Tuition was fun and confusing , i will try my best , this i promise you , Mr Chua.
Got home and found my long lost dress. Dressed and i'm ready to go. Chandler , thanks for helping me. I appreciated it, Saw the God- Send necklace of yours , it's beautiful.
Dinner was nice but bad service. I didn't eat much for i remember my diet and drank lots of chinese tea. Saw a lot of RRSS students there.
My day ended in a good way at least this is what i think. Told my parents the feelings and everything i kept for a long time. My mom got a little bit aggressive but she just accepted it. Before leaving her room , i asked " Am i doing the wrong thing?" she said "No". I will only have you guys as parents in my life , i don't wish to regret so i might as well use the opportunity to communicate with them. My father has changed for a better cause.
Opportunities fly by while we sit regretting the chances we have lost, and the happiness that comes to us we heed not, because of the happiness that is gone. ~Jerome K. Jerome
Is it the human nature to regret ? To regret they lost the opportunity or regret for what they have lost?
Bla. I'm hungry now.
Delta 's "I'm lost without you" played.
Labels: sea
Friday, May 9, 2008
Crush - Mandy MooreLong time song, yet it still sounded nice.
"I hope you feel the way that i do"
I never did expect you to know how i feel. Maybe , i was blur or maybe i'm confused. Either one.
I don't mind you telling me what to do. Your name fill my mind up , i cant focus on anything, bla. I'm just outta my mind right now. Splattered everything out just like that.
Maybe i will make this clear on the BBQ night. I'm gonna ask him straight.
It's been a long time i had this feeling.
Back to the old days,
innocent , cute , naive .
So, i decided.
I will follow my feelings Now i know , i'm still a beginner when it come to this.
Had pizza this afternoon, i was like" heck cares!"
No one cares~
Munch munch munch~
my mind was like" Karlyn , Stop! , Fat FAt FAT "
Body alarm rang loudly~
Keep this feeling to myself . Maybe , someday you will know.
After i have talked to you , i felt better , thanks again , Chandler.
My wound which i got it from Mr Andy-san , it torn apart in school twice, unbelievable.
Mummy boy , you gotta pay me for medical fees.
Traffic lights are in yellow.
Labels: not too late
Thursday, May 8, 2008
Linkin Park is back in the house. Again.Tried to put my mind on my History but i can't.
I don't get it. Care to explain further ?
Labels: deep in the sea, 虚幻
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
双重打击并不是容易被扛下，哭了， 没人知， 只有你知， 谢谢你告诉我真相。
我怀疑 我
可能我想塑造的行相被 毁
超级 想在班里哭~
但 不行。 这不是平常的 佳伶
我从没预料到这当事儿。所以， 这痛也没料到， 很突然。
看开吧，依发告诉我"一切皆空"
谢谢你曾成我友， 也谢谢你让我看到一切。
Labels: 冷漠
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Emotions are hard to control. In turn , they controlled you.Classmates conflict , hope everything's fine.
Surpass everything you think is a blockage in your life path. A sentence to encourage myself and others.
Talked today, know more .
Now i realized why i predict. To predict next movement or particular sequences in a big picture is to reduced the disappointment or pain.
Another week without presence of Puan Fatimah. Please mark our assignments
Vanessa's voice calmed my frustrated emotions down, feel like to scream towards the sea.
BLA!~
Labels: 虚幻
Sunday, May 4, 2008
I see the future as the road in the night, we make history when we walk along them.Headache is back in the house again. Gosh , how i wish i have no head. *insane*
The weather was WARM , i tell you WARM!~ How i wish i live in a freezer.
Get back to the main point, wait~ i don't even have a main point here.
Arvin and Kayy seem to have lots of questions for me. Kevin L , you're a sensitive boy, you sense everything. My teddy cousin got sick , he claimed that he got the same virus infected as my mom's. I guess so too~
I saw pretty pretty little sunset~
Everything seem to come all of sudden in one go~ Bla~ i hate that feeling!~ Pressurized.
Everything seem okay except for me, bla~ i lost my memories again.
Got intro-ed a song by Chandler. nice song. Although it's in the 6Os but it's still nice. Thanks!~ BLa
Tuition today was fun, talked about electrons. Bla , we are outta our mind.
I noticed that i like to use the word "Bla" oh man, gotta change it. It is not good.
Seriously need some firecrackers in my life.
Traffic lights are in red.
Labels: deep inside, 冷漠
Janice's song played.
SOft , relaxing , that's all i can say about her style of music. Kinda enjoy it anyway.
Today was a funny day. PikCheng supposingly gonna teach me Ass Math , we end up analysising the program for Cs2 PS ~Cute.
Bla, chatted and waited and chatted. Somehow triggers something within . Kinda Blur here. Only i understand what i'm typing here. How lame and weird am i ?
DAMN weird.
BLA~
Somehow , Words does have the potential being a lethal weapon. It does hurts.
Trying to see everything in different angle.
Let unsaid be buried.
SOft , relaxing , that's all i can say about her style of music. Kinda enjoy it anyway.
Today was a funny day. PikCheng supposingly gonna teach me Ass Math , we end up analysising the program for Cs2 PS ~Cute.
Bla, chatted and waited and chatted. Somehow triggers something within . Kinda Blur here. Only i understand what i'm typing here. How lame and weird am i ?
DAMN weird.
BLA~
Somehow , Words does have the potential being a lethal weapon. It does hurts.
Trying to see everything in different angle.
Let unsaid be buried.
Labels: 冷漠
Saturday, May 3, 2008
Delta's played .Woke up , never wash up . Sit here just continue on typing.
Received my album of photos yesterday. I dont feel like i'm the girl in that album, a big gap. Yesterday night in Dynasty Restuarant , Saw a bunch of Japanese guy, woah~ one guy with black spec is totally cute. Haha, now i sounded desperate here. Nah, just that i have this bias feelings toward Japanese guy though.
3 hours to count down before PikCheng comes to my house. I hate that i love Ass Math. I'm like stuck in the middle , which is i love it , but i heck know how to do it. That suck , I SUCK.
EK! Chatted with Jinfatt a lot lately , almost everytime when i'm online. Got to know him more. Neutrality, what a good word. Trying to apply it , but it gonna take a long time. I been wondering what you learnt from me, i'm nothing but bad news.
Damn , gotta admit it that i'm fragile inside. Bla, heck cares about that.
Something i would like to share ,
Six thoughts at once I can't focus on one
Seven days a week but my life has just begun
So caught in emotion and I'm overcome
As I'm falling down I come undone
If people can see right through my eyes
Like an open door that I can't disguise
I won't be afraid from the tears I cry
I'll not run I'll not hide this is how I feel inside
A little fragile
A little fragile
Delta , you really know how to triggers someone's deep side. Still i like your songs.
Let the unsaid be buried.
Labels: 冷漠