Overview
I'm Her , She's Me.
Unpredictable.
I'm Karlyn
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Woke up at 8 something in the morning, my eyes look swollen due to lack of sleep and drank too much of tea which i thought it will stimulate my brain and adrenaline to keep me awake. Ironically, it doesn't help at all but giving me a pair of swollen eyes in the morning, which spoil my mood for whole day.Back from breakfast,
continue digging in pile of heavy weight homework, managed to finish Chemistry which cost me hell lot of time on it, hope Madam Rajwant appreciates it, if not i won't be doing her homework anymore , that i swear to myself =X
Next, finished two English essay. Gosh, all i can say about that , Madam Sheila, Please spare us, i don't wish to write any articles about environment. For all these 18 years, i been spelling environment wrongly, been spelling it ENVIROMENT which is ENVIRONMENT, a N is lost from the word itself.
To Mr Liong, next time don't give us so many questions at one time to complete it, headaches man.
Moral 's been a interesting subject to me . But completing the critical thinking on reports for Moral kills, Definitely kills a lot of students.
Time flies during the process of finishing my school works.
In tuition, due to the respect i have for Mr Chua , i have completed his assignments. Which i'm happy about. Really , i catch no balls on Waves. I guess i have to work hard on that topic.
On the way for dinner,
Djs from west Malaysia are in the city for some presentation, i have no good impression on them , so it's like " Duh, point-less" -.-
At dinner,
Never eat much, due to my limited diet for 6 pack outline,Gosh, i wish i can eat all i want T_T
At home , never joined my mom for shopping so stuck at home.
Went for shower, felt refreshed, wanted to start working again.
sat on my bed , starring at the ceiling. Thinking about the guitar lessons my teacher had taught me.
Damn, i'm looking forward for the lessons on Monday. Don't you think it's kinda early for dreaming?
Called my BRAther, my BRAther seem to have fever, due to his lymph infection. Told him about the projects need to be handed by next Friday 12 pm. He was like , " oh okay, i will finish it in school, when i feel like" Damn, shouted at him, and he now co-operates with me . Wooo~ Happy because i can bully him through a phone call, guess his ex- girlfriend still not over him yet , which made him so frustrated for 3 months. BRAther , i can understand your emotion and feelings. Guess i have to look fer some Tranquilizers (notes from Chemistry homework) for you, in order to cool down your emotion . =D
Now, i'm finally online. Blogging and still stuck with 10 projects that i haven't even started yet.
-4 reports on Moral
-2 Folios on Moral
-1 Additional Maths Project
-Exam's stuff
Gosh, can i make it on time?
It's never too late from Jinfatt aka Chandler made me so motivated. Thanks to you , my man!~ =)
Now , i think i have to go for my projects and stuff.
Asked my cousin to search for the special picks in New Zealand, hope he get me lots of it. =)
Next post will be the day i finished my projects and exams,
TaTa~
Friday, February 22, 2008
There's somebody in your life that you really do respect , he or she.School 's normal as usual,Physics was kinda interesting today , so i pay full attention on it , which is a rare case, Ms Celine, please don't be touched when you see this . Puan Fatimah didn't show up which was a relief for me and 4 more other guys, which will be called for oral test, which we all share a similarity there, that's we hate speaking up in front of the class. Chemistry came next , i do respect Madam Rajwant but in some cases, my respect for her is decreasing, due to her attitude while she talked about our English standard and some very not funny jokes.Now i understand why my BRAther doesn't enjoy her class but sleep in her class.
Chinese lesson was totally wasted for 40 minutes, forgot to bring my friend's Bio notes back . So i'm now stuck with a Bio note to complete in my packed list. Jinfatt aka Chandler escorted me to take his guitar, which is totally a misunderstanding act because i wanted to tell him about the girl he wanted to know , so i shouted his name in front of the Bio lab door, which he misunderstand my idea . Now i know the girl he wanted to know . I will secretly check up on that girl , Rihanna hair-style look Girl. Interesting . Hmmm.
I think i have some infection on my throat , swollen, not those normal sore throat. i can;t move my jaw, which i move will cause me deep pain. And my Brather got lymph infection. BRather, we share the pain together and still i slap your face , and i enjoyed it XD.Gosh, can't even enjoy my meals.
To my BRAther, i hate you! For giving an air ticket on A380. Next tuition time is on Saturday and Sunday 5-6.30 pm. Be on time my man. If not i ll seriously kill you because i was shooted by my mom.
At tuition,
Mr Chua is a nice guy and a teacher. Very details but lack of materials. Work hard , my dear teacher. i got lots of respect for you. Only three little kittens showed up for the tuition , where is the other three?!
At my room before start to blog,
Cleaned my room, felt refreshed . Feeling the mood to complete my pile of heavy weight schoolwork.
Now, pm you but i haven't got your replied yet. Guess you are busy with games. It's okay, everybody need their own space and time for themselves, i understand, truly.
Me and my friends talked lot in class, not nonsense but cool issue.
But do you know which is your real true friends ?
Do i know them ?
I'm off for my heavy weight schoolwork.
PS: i start to think that fringe cut doesn't suit me at all.
２００8年２月２２日
Labels: Curiosity, Normal, ２００8年２月２２日
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Woke up with sore throat, tasting blood in my mouth, guess i have turned into a vampire.Finger tips hurts lot , my heart hurts lots.
I have left you aside for such a long time, and i didn't even take care of you.
Truly , i'm sorry , CS
Just wish you could share a piece of your mind to me.
Although , Qing Tian by Jay Chou is nice, i don't wish that it really happen on me.
Honestly, i felt guilty, never slept for two weeks, been doing my school work til late. Just to make out some time , but it has proven me wrong because that its not enough. I should have be by your side, not just my work.
Distance between us, is getting far apart.
Its my fault, i apologize.
i have left you aside , i'm sorry .
That's what's in my mind for two weeks.
Labels: sorry
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Continue kept lots of things unsaid in the heart.Soon,
i'm gonna collapse.
Please, i just need a space of my own, don't come in and tear the mask i'm wearing.
Tears rolling,
Definitely not Karlyn as she is a happy , active , HYPER-active , crazy girl.
Times like this happened frequently in the past, i can still stand up with a fake identity .
Smile on my face doesn't mean i'm okay, i tried to be strong, i hate this negative side of me. In the end i accepted it as part of me.
Face it,
i cannot escape from it again.
Drank a cup of ice water down my throat, wanna feel the numb ness yet cool down my thoughts and my feelings.
Instant healing means escaping from the reality.
Dont ever tell people that you are okay if you are not.
Be true to yourself if you wanna be original to others, not PIRATED,not COUNTERFEIT , nothing else but original YOU.
Labels: captured, Curiosity, hidden side
Friday, February 15, 2008
Tokio Hotel - Ready ,Set, Go played over and over.Something is better kept in the heart than trying hard to tell someone.
Lonelyness, who on earth never experience that feeling before?
But, i got through that hard time with years of thinking. At last i past through the hard time , leaving all behind me. I'm not angry at people having unstable emotion because i understand how it feels when thoughts control your head and body. That's uncontrollable , not your fault from the beginning.
Though, i'm sad by the way you talked to me. I might be very careless on the outside, i can never deny that i'm a sensitive girl on the inside which i try my best to be strong on the inside.
Collapsation. *created by Lyn
Finally congratulation to You and my BRAther for reaching third job . Helping to reach the goal of level 70 by this friday , i remembered. This is at least i can do for you , since your birthday is coming.
Expressing feelings through blogging is a good way or not? Question of the day.
and credits to my BRAther, i appreciate that you counsel me , i'm good at counseling others but not myself.Sound stupid.
Definitely i will go for Vodka Criton, Chandler , leave the proper address for me .
I wanna scream out loud.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Guess this time i have a title, without thinking. Listening to The Calling - For you. i kinda miss them, no news and no music from them anymore. Like their songs very much. Real and very real.Nice voice ,or should i put it nice vocals? Anyways, this song really means alot to me. Somehow it kept reminding me that vision without action is being naive, so this song kinda remind me about i have to get or give some action in order to make my dream come true.
From the book titled Attitude effects Altitude, i'm kinda into Christianity . One of the chapter is about "Christianity Pressure/ Stress Formula" Weird right? at first i was like" wad da heck? wad's this bout ?" it got my attention then i read it. Press/Stress=The problems encounter divided by Trusts in God.
If you have more trust in god than the problem you encounter, the number you get is small, so the problem aint something hard for you. It's kinda interesting. More to know from the book.
I wanna watch "Coverfield" the movie! Sound interesting, I'm gonna get you! *in DVD , of cos! duh~*
i found myself again with the help of songs and music. Got Chenelle 's Hurry up, it aint i thought it sounds like. Is there any classification in music ? That's the Question of the day.
Well, more from the book and on Lucifer. Once again, credits to Chandler, thanks for the info on Lucifer.
I need some motivation and i request for 48 hours in a day . Is that even possible?
Labels: Calli.n out for moti.v.ation, Curiosity
Woke up , feeling down. misses my mom all of the sudden. Stuck at home, having no aim or target in my mind.
Been through AkirAoi's comments, been to Chandler's blog. Found out that i missed so many of his post.
Feeling dizzy now, no idea what's happening. I just keep on writing. Well, Clean up my room in the morning. Ate three pieces of slice cake, and i'm start to feel the dizzy ness. I'm kinda blur right now . Don't know what the heck i'm writing now.
Guess, i will stop now, til further more.
I'm just bored
Been through AkirAoi's comments, been to Chandler's blog. Found out that i missed so many of his post.
Feeling dizzy now, no idea what's happening. I just keep on writing. Well, Clean up my room in the morning. Ate three pieces of slice cake, and i'm start to feel the dizzy ness. I'm kinda blur right now . Don't know what the heck i'm writing now.
Guess, i will stop now, til further more.
I'm just bored
Sunday, February 10, 2008
If i'm interested in something, i will do research on it til the very end. IF it's boring then GOODBYE ~i have short term memory lost since my brain function by photographic memory, so it's kinda hard for me to know something by name not by picture .
Heard a song titled Lucifer's angel
Ever heard of Lucifer? Define Lucifer. From some articles, i found that Lucifer is known as a fallen angel and some wrote that Lucifer is actually the bringer of light which has been mistranslated into the prince of darkness. Then Lucifer is equal to Devil or so called Satan because of there's an error in copying the scriptures and spread.
i'm interested in mythology. Wanna read any articles about it,
PS: any links out there who wanna intro to me , you 're welcome.
MORE ABOUT LUCIFER on Sitez
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
Busy for whole day cleaning up the mess i made last year and prepared for chinese new year. Wa la , I turn into a maid. Tired and stressful on the same time , as i was thinking about how much homework that i haven't done . OH my gosh, Someone please save me from this torture.After chinese new year , i'm gonna sit fer lots of exam, *i hate it*.Oh well, i will "lysis" every test paper.
I freak on Biology . Lysis means tear or rupture. Speaking of "lysis" i won't want to fail my Biology if not my Miss Valerie gonna "lysis" me , oh my! Great news, Miss Valerie ain't a good girl when she's a teenager, better don't mess with her.
Late for my photographs, the photographer asked to pick it up at 10 am and i picked it up at 5 pm.Shocking picture i have. Swear to God, i gonna go there and take more picture of myself. As if i'm that free. *sigh*
Back to my memory, *trying hard to think* hmm, heard that my bro is sick , hope he 's okay. It seem to me , most of my friend are sick. And why i'm not sick? i hate my immunity, please, let me be sick for one day. i wish to escape from reality.
Went out looking for shoes, and i'm pissed as i couldn't found a pair of shoes that really suit me . My God , import more shoes from other country man! So i can have more choices.Tiring,but i'm here aimlessly typing craps , since i lost my memory once again. Damn!
I have no idea why i'm so angry today but anyways i'm okay now *act like okay*
Got a phone call from my long lost friend which is now located in KL, hope he enjoy his life in KL.
GRR, i hate my brain, it aint working as it should be.
anyone wanna request recipe for any dishes from me?
Happy Chinese New Year to everyone
I'm off.
Labels: Curiosity
Monday, February 4, 2008
Nice morning, supposing i have to attend to the morning assembly which created by my school CEO. Bring back the old times Counterstrike trick in our daily morning. When all the student are having their ears rape up by the principals, me and my friends were having WAR with the prefects, weird things is those classmates that haven't show up in the class were all lined up down-stair having morning assembly, and i were like "GOSH". Then me and my friends were trying our best escaping from the prefects. Just like Counterstrike,we're the terrorists. Funny part is , i'm the only girl in the group. In the end , we won. that's typical lame , don't you think so?Back to my day , guess my mind were on the guitar, so what my teacher said in the class were jus passing through my ears, and out at the other end. Seriously, i don't really understand what Madam Rajwant talked about in the class. Okay, the fun part, where my Physics teacher , Miss Celine gave us 4 psychologically questions on our own characteristic, which i think it's kinda accurate. Well, thanks to Miss Celine, i got to know my friend which i mentioned that i wanna know more about him from the last post. Come to think of his answers ,definitely he 's a simple guy. But , i just have this curiosity to know him more.
Found myself a great guitar teacher which is my classmate , Yeefatt. Hope i can master it by end of the year . *impatient* Just finished work out just now, i definitely wanna slim down and get the outline for 6 pac. Go for the quality as what my friend said.
Saw my so-called wife in school today, i was freak on! Man, gotta tell you how i miss you badly. She is one of the girls you can met in your life, and of course ,i'm not a lesbian. For i'm not single. Guess how she reacted when she know about that? She's getting slimmer than last time i saw her, hope she's okay!
I was crazy in school today, cannot describe the feeling i have today. Running on the corridor with my second wife . Feeling good, it's been a long time that i have been that crazy.
Someone asked me whether i'm desperate for Vodka, answer is I'M. Who enjoys Vodka here? Vote it !
I wanna know about you more. Once again curiosity kills. "UNMISTAKABLE" Backstreet Boys rule the music industry again! Welcome back , Boys!
Share everything from my heart deeply with you. Cheers!
I'm off .
Sunday, February 3, 2008
Food and Drink in mind now,Anyone up for spaghetti?
Suddenly, i fall in love with it , although this is not the first time i cook, *like thousand time*. One of my friend aint interested in it . I know you are pro at cooking . We can compete sometimes, don't you think it's nice?
Next , Vodka.
i enjoy vodka.Which is ethanol. *makes me think of Madam Rajwant* Gosh, kill me please.
Gimme a plate of spaghetti and a jar of Vodka! That's life!
Well, to my day. My day , which is today , kinda busy, like a bumblebee. Helping my mom to do this and that , which sometimes pissed me off but i'm angel enough to help my mom til the very end.Cause SHE IS MY MOM! and i love her very much!
Once again it's CURIOSITY ,NOT CURIOUSITY ,Got it corrected by Andy,Thanks to him.
Finally , my stomach muscles is no more painful. Been working out lately, at first i thought it's gonna kill me.Eventually, i start loving it.
The word Callus,
From one of my friend. You gonna get callus from playing guitar , so your finger won't hurt that much.
I'm going for guitar, sacrifices has been made, that is chopping off my long nails.*that hurt lots*
Well, i suppose i have short term memory lost, i was trying to think what had happen yesterday and the day before while typing til now . It turns out , i remembered nothing. I have to increase my memory slot. GOSH!
[Freak on Guitar]
Friday, February 1, 2008
Numb,both mentally and physically. Mentally, i have become stronger, or should i put it as i'm numb to everything that have happen to me , no feeling. Totally numb-ed. Physically, workout , too hardcore, body 's numb due to the muscle pain.
Attitudes effect altitude, a book's title. English translated.
Well, Curiousity lead me to the book, Guess, i agreed to the author on how he see things and situation. How to control anger and emotion that 's gonna burst anytime.
No boundaries, unlimited .
my mind and how i accept facts or theories, it's just out of my control. Run wild. I'm totally not in the right orientation .Mind should run wild, relate a thing to another, Jump out of a limited area box. See the world in different angle. That's my point of view, my logical thinking.
In School,
Bio teacher never show up, i wonder why . Have Quiz on Physics, which i never heard it from my Physics teacher, which is kinda weird, hope i pass it .
Curiousity Kills
Wanted to know a friend of mine more, but it seem there's a thick barrier, which i couldn't enter.
Problem at Trust.
Well, I'm off.
Labels: 18th, Cur.iou.sit.y